Anthony Ransom

2005 - 2005
LocationFeltham
Age0
Cause of DeathUndisclosed
Date of Birth08/09/2005
Date of Death08/09/2005
Visitors1,308 since 08/09/2008
CreatorSarah and Tony

When we went for our second scan we were told that our baby has water on his brain, straight away I saw through Tonys eyes, he was hurting inside, my heart was hurting too, they referred us to another hospital which has a specialist unit, to find out what was going on. But our appointment wasn't for a week! It was torture. When it came to the day of the appointment, they told us they he had severe ventriculomegaly, and there isn't a known cause for it, its just one of those rare things that happen. They told us that if we were to carry on, and managed to go full term, then he probably wouldn't make it past a few minutes, they suggested inducing me,I was 21 weeks! What a decision to have to make. all the while my heart was breaking, and still does. However eventually we agreed that they would induce me, and they gave me a pill the day before to make sure he was....'sleeping' when he was born(i hate using that other word, sleeping is much better) the journey to the hospital seemed far too quick, i just wanted to go home again, but i knew we had to.
Anthony was born at 17.55 he looked so peacful, we both held him for hours, we wanted to hold him forever and take him home but we knew it wasnt possible.
I kept on making sure he was wrapped in his blanket properly because he felt cold. But then i would realise he doesnt know anyway.
Leaving the hospital without him was the most painful thing we have ever had to do, I could feel a pull, like he was caling me back.
It still breaks our hearts, we miss him so much everyday.
His funeral was so hard too, we helped eachother stay strong. His ashes still stay in my bedroom, and will always stay with us, and his photo and hand-foot prints will always stay under my pillow, where I can look after him. In some way.



We love you so much Anthony.

Sweet dreams angel xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Love Mummy and Daddy
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I hav never lost a child but I hav family & friends who hav. Wen I read of such sadness, it breaks my heart. I can feel the pain which probably doesn't even come close to the heartache u both feel. My love is wiv u & family & friends. The loss of this dear little person who even though is not here anymore is still wiv u all in spirit. God Bless u all.

Love,
~*~ Claire ~*~
xxxx

Claire Whitcher
September 8, 2008, 8:18 pm

a little angel

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Andy Hamill
September 8, 2008, 6:16 pm

So sorry

So sorry for the loss of little Anthony. I can really relate to how you felt leaving him behind, I also felt the same when i had to leave my Christopher behind, it was the strangest feeling and I could feel the pull back like he was calling me.
Thirty years on I remember that pull like it was yesterday.The pain is easier now but still there along with the love.
I hope your pain eases and Anthony is close to you forever. xx

Carole Mummy of Christopher Archer
September 8, 2008, 5:16 pm

eternal Love

Although you cannot see him
And sometimes feel so far apart
Know he's always with you
As you hold him in your heart.

Take comfort in the knowledge
That your beloved son is above
Sleeping with the angels
In the embrace of eternal love.

XXXxxxXXX

Tina Steven's mum
September 8, 2008, 3:39 pm

In your home there are photo's
of a face more precious than gold
and to those who love and lost you
your memory will never grow old

Everyday they look at your photo's
at your face so loving and true
no wonder their hearts are breaking
losing someone as precious as you

But each day you walk beside them
and when their life is through
I pray that god will take their hand
and lead them straight to you

Stacy Mummy of Tyler n Taylor
September 8, 2008, 3:17 pm

When you feel you miss me most,
As years go driftin by,
Each memory will prove to you,
That love can never die,
That while I left you far too soon,
I did not go alone,
For the father sent his angels,
To gently take me home,
Take comfort when you think of me,
Hold my love deep within your heart,
And with the warmth of every memory,
We will never be apart.
xxx

Eileens Lass xx
September 8, 2008, 2:57 pm

SLEEP TIGHT LITTLE MAN LOOK DOWN ON YOUR FAMILY AND KEEP THEM STRONG

WHEN YOU WISH ON A STAR
THINK OF ANTHONY,
HE AIN'T GONE FAR
HE'S THE ONE WHOM SHINES SO BRIGHT
SO LOOK FOR HIM IN THE SKY TO NITE

Pat Bell
September 8, 2008, 2:52 pm

Tiny Little Halo

Tiny little fingers,
Tiny little toes,
Tiny rosebud lips of pink,a miracle I know,
I could not wait to see you and hold you close to me,
But found instead,that some things are never meant to be,
Tiny little Halo,above your tiny heaed,
I know that God has chosen you, to be with him instead

Lisa McGinn
September 8, 2008, 2:31 pm

Just to say so sorry for the loss of your beautiful son.. I lost my daughter Kate last year and I do understand the pain.. Keep strong for each other, my thoughts are with you both.Love, Leigh Blacoe xxx

Leigh Blacoe (Friend) September 8, 2008, 2:29 pm
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