| Location | Feltham |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Undisclosed |
| Date of Birth | 08/09/2005 |
| Date of Death | 08/09/2005 |
| Visitors | 3,703 since 08/09/2008 |
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When we went for our second scan we were told that our baby has water on his brain, straight away I saw through Tonys eyes, he was hurting inside, my heart was hurting too, they referred us to another hospital which has a specialist unit, to find out what was going on. But our appointment wasn't for a week! It was torture. When it came to the day of the appointment, they told us they he had severe ventriculomegaly, and there isn't a known cause for it, its just one of those rare things that happen. He also only had two vessels in his cord, instead of three, and his heart was diplaced. They told us that if we were to carry on, and managed to go full term, then he probably wouldn't make it past a few minutes, they suggested inducing me,I was 21 weeks! What a decision to have to make. all the while my heart was breaking, and still does. However eventually we agreed (verbally but in my head i was screaming) that they would induce me, I was told to come back tomorrow they gave me a pill to make sure he was....'sleeping' when he was born (i hate using that other word, sleeping is much better) the journey to the hospital seemed far too quick, i just wanted to go home again, but i knew we had to.
Anthony was born at 17.55 he looked so peacful, we both held him for hours, we wanted to hold him forever and take him home but we knew it wasnt possible.
I kept on making sure he was wrapped in his blanket properly because he felt cold. But then i would realise he doesnt know anyway.
Leaving the hospital without him was the most painful thing we have ever had to do, I could feel a pull, like he was caling me back.
It still breaks our hearts, we miss him so much everyday.
His funeral was so hard too, we helped eachother stay strong. His ashes still stay in my bedroom, and will always stay with us, and his photo and hand-foot prints will always stay under my pillow, where I can look after him. In some way.
We love you so much Anthony.
Sweet dreams angel xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Love Mummy and Daddy
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♥ ♥............ New Year’s Reflections..............♥ ♥
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♥ ♥..................................Looking back on the months gone by,
As a new year starts and an old one ends,
We contemplate what brought us joy,
And we think of our loved ones and our friends.....................♥ ♥
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Remembering how they enriched our lives
We reflect upon who really counts,
As the fresh and bright new year arrives.................................♥ ♥
♥ ♥............................................And when I ponder those who do,
Immediately think of you............................................................♥ ♥
♥ ♥.........Thanks for being one of the reasons I'll have a Happy New Year!...................................................................................♥ ♥
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Thinking of you at Christmastime
You're in my thoughts today
You've only gone to Heaven
To watch over us each day.
Today we'll spend together
just like we always do
I'm sending Christmas Wishes
with love
from me to you.
Christmas blessings
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GOODNIGHT GODBLESS ANGEL ~
`♥ Christmas Without You`♥
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Christmas without you here with me,
can never possibly be the same.
But I carry an Angel within my heart;
one so precious, who has your name.
An Angel forever watching over me,
at Christmas time, and over the year.
Although you can't be here anymore,
inside my heart, you are so very near.
There is no special present for you,
wrapped up under my Christmas tree.
But I have a greater gift to give to you;
all the love you can still feel from me.
No, Christmas time without you here,
could not ever possibly be the same.
But, I have had the precious gift of you,
and the memories and love, will remain.
� Pamela Hall
All my love Sylvie
Welcome To My Angel Birthday - by Rosalind Roberts
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It’s Party time for each and every Angel all are invited today
All of you are welcome to my Birthday Party where we can all go play
We have our grown up Angels who make our parties so much fun
We have Angels of all ages, each of them shall come and dance in the sun
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The skies are looking wonderful, so blue and the sunshine is so bright
All the Angels are dressed up ready for my party today, it is such a lovely sight
We can see the cake and the balloons we shall all have a great time
Knowing that all the Angels will be sharing this special day of mine
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It is just amazing, Angels of all ages join in together
This wonderful place where we live now is our home that we shall share forever
The music plays happy tunes we can sing along to
The magic of living in paradise is that we always have plenty to do .......
copyright© Rosalind Roberts 08.07.2011
Babies Grow in Heaven xx
I miss you when we're not together
I'm growing up so fast
See how big I've got
Since you saw me last?
As I grow, I'll change a lot,
The years will fly right by.
You'll wonder how I grew so quick
When and where and why?
So look upon this hand print
That's hanging on your wall.
And memories will come back of me,
When I was very small.
Although you never met me and i never got the chance to hold you i still think of you and hope your ok wherever your looking down from today love uncle rob x x
Special Angel Day - by Carmelle Gross
We do not need a special day
To bring you to our minds.
The days we do not think of you
Are very hard to find.
Each morning when we awake
We know that you are gone.
And no one knows the heartache
As we try to carry on.
Our hearts still ache with sadness
And secret tears still flow.
What it meant to lose you
No one will ever know.
Our thoughts are always with you,
Your place no one can fill.
In life we loved you dearly;
In death we love you still.
There will always be a heartache,
And often a silent tear.
But always a precious memory
Of the days when you were here.
If tears would make a staircase,
And heartaches make a lane,
We'd walk the path to heaven
And bring you home again.
We hold you close within our hearts;
And there you will remain,
To walk with us throughout our lives
Until we meet again.
Our family chain is broken now,
And nothing seems the same,
But as God calls us one by one,
The chain will link again.
THINKING OF YOU ALL
Words of Comfort
--Author Unknown
Late at night when I am sleeping,
I can hear God's quiet voice speak.
I can hear the words of comfort,
Words of love that I do seek.
My child, I will walk with you,
Hold your hand through painful years.
I will never leave your side,
I will wipe away all of your tears.
I feel the pain you're feeling,
Know the torment you go through.
For I, have lost my son to death,
My heart was saddened, just like you.
But my son rose to eternal life,
Your child has done the same.
He was given a new body,
He even has a different name.
He sees the rainbow every day,
Feels the sun shine on his face.
He only knows a smile now,
In My glorious, peaceful place.
He has mansions built for him,
He runs and has such fun!
I know you will be joining him,
When your work on earth is done.
He's now at peace forever more,
I will keep him safe from any harms.
He awaits you walking through the gates,
For you to hold him in your arms.
LOVE ALISON XXXXXX
Missing you xxxx
An angel in the book of life
Wrote down our baby’s birth
She whispered as she closed the book
"Too beautiful for earth."
Missing you always, We Love you so much.
Love from Mummy and Daddy xxxxxxxx
Do not stand at my grave and weep
I am not there. I do not sleep
I am the thousand winds that blow
I am the diamond glint on the snow
I am the sunlight on ripened grain
I am the gentle autumn rain.
When you wake in the morning hush
I am the swift uplifting rush
of quiet birds in circling flight
I am the soft starlight at night.
Do not stand at my grave and cry
I am not there. I did not die.
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