| Location | Feltham |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Undisclosed |
| Date of Birth | 08/09/2005 |
| Date of Death | 08/09/2005 |
| Visitors | 2,283 since 08/09/2008 |
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When we went for our second scan we were told that our baby has water on his brain, straight away I
saw through Tonys eyes, he was hurting inside, my heart was hurting too, they referred us to another
hospital which has a specialist unit, to find out what was going on. But our appointment wasn't for
a week! It was torture. When it came to the day of the appointment, they told us they he had severe
ventriculomegaly, and there isn't a known cause for it, its just one of those rare things that
happen. They told us that if we were to carry on, and managed to go full term, then he probably
wouldn't make it past a few minutes, they suggested inducing me,I was 21 weeks! What a decision to
have to make. all the while my heart was breaking, and still does. However eventually we agreed
that they would induce me, and they gave me a pill the day before to make sure he was....'sleeping'
when he was born(i hate using that other word, sleeping is much better) the journey to the hospital
seemed far too quick, i just wanted to go home again, but i knew we had to.
Anthony was born at 17.55 he looked so peacful, we both held him for hours, we wanted to hold him
forever and take him home but we knew it wasnt possible.
I kept on making sure he was wrapped in his blanket properly because he felt cold. But then i would
realise he doesnt know anyway.
Leaving the hospital without him was the most painful thing we have ever had to do, I could feel a
pull, like he was caling me back.
It still breaks our hearts, we miss him so much everyday.
His funeral was so hard too, we helped eachother stay strong. His ashes still stay in my bedroom,
and will always stay with us, and his photo and hand-foot prints will always stay under my pillow,
where I can look after him. In some way.
We love you so much Anthony.
Sweet dreams angel xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Love Mummy and Daddy
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
A Birthday In Heaven - Author Unknown
I heard you crying yesterday,
And felt your heart-sent love.
So I’m sending you this message
Now, from Heaven up above.
You’re wondering if I’ll celebrate
My birthday (way up here).
I know you’re missing me today
I feel your essence near.
God planned a special day for me,
He told me with a wink.
He’d ordered me a special cake
(It’s Angel food, I think).
Balloons will fill the streets for me,
They float up through the clouds.
And we have lots of friends up here
That make us laugh out loud.
There is a birthday carousel,
Jewelled horses ride the wind,
With music playing, oh so sweet…
The magic never ends.
I’ve made so many friends, you see
We laugh and play and sing.
We ride our bikes and play the fool
And sleep in Angel’s wings.
But we don’t blow out our candles here
Instead, they light the skies.
With love from your little Angel xxx
Special Angel Day - by Carmelle Gross
We do not need a special day
To bring you to our minds.
The days we do not think of you
Are very hard to find.
Each morning when we awake
We know that you are gone.
And no one knows the heartache
As we try to carry on.
Our hearts still ache with sadness
And secret tears still flow.
What it meant to lose you
No one will ever know.
Our thoughts are always with you,
Your place no one can fill.
In life we loved you dearly;
In death we love you still.
There will always be a heartache,
And often a silent tear.
But always a precious memory
Of the days when you were here.
If tears would make a staircase,
And heartaches make a lane,
We'd walk the path to heaven
And bring you home again.
We hold you close within our hearts;
And there you will remain,
To walk with us throughout our lives
Until we meet again.
Our family chain is broken now,
And nothing seems the same,
But as God calls us one by one,
The chain will link again.
THINKING OF YOU ALL
Words of Comfort
--Author Unknown
Late at night when I am sleeping,
I can hear God's quiet voice speak.
I can hear the words of comfort,
Words of love that I do seek.
My child, I will walk with you,
Hold your hand through painful years.
I will never leave your side,
I will wipe away all of your tears.
I feel the pain you're feeling,
Know the torment you go through.
For I, have lost my son to death,
My heart was saddened, just like you.
But my son rose to eternal life,
Your child has done the same.
He was given a new body,
He even has a different name.
He sees the rainbow every day,
Feels the sun shine on his face.
He only knows a smile now,
In My glorious, peaceful place.
He has mansions built for him,
He runs and has such fun!
I know you will be joining him,
When your work on earth is done.
He's now at peace forever more,
I will keep him safe from any harms.
He awaits you walking through the gates,
For you to hold him in your arms.
LOVE ALISON XXXXXX
Missing you xxxx
An angel in the book of life
Wrote down our baby’s birth
She whispered as she closed the book
"Too beautiful for earth."
Missing you always, We Love you so much.
Love from Mummy and Daddy xxxxxxxx
3RD JUNE 2009
GOODNIGHT SWEETHEART.
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~~~~~~~~~~~~X . Just for you . X ~~~~~~~~~~~~
Do not stand at my grave and weep
I am not there. I do not sleep
I am the thousand winds that blow
I am the diamond glint on the snow
I am the sunlight on ripened grain
I am the gentle autumn rain.
When you wake in the morning hush
I am the swift uplifting rush
of quiet birds in circling flight
I am the soft starlight at night.
Do not stand at my grave and cry
I am not there. I did not die.
For Our Little Angel
We think about you always,
we talk about you still,
you have never been forgotten,
and you never will.
We hold you close within our hearts,
and there you will remain,
to walk with us throughout our lives
until we meet again.
Missing you so much.
Lots of love always
Mummy and Daddy xxxxxxx
Just a Passer-by ....
I hav never lost a child but I hav family & friends who hav. Wen I read of such sadness, it breaks my heart. I can feel the pain which probably doesn't even come close to the heartache u both feel. My love is wiv u & family & friends. The loss of this dear little person who even though is not here anymore is still wiv u all in spirit. God Bless u all.
Love,
~*~ Claire ~*~
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