| Location | Feltham |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Undisclosed |
| Date of Birth | 08/09/2005 |
| Date of Death | 08/09/2005 |
| Visitors | 2,282 since 08/09/2008 |
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When we went for our second scan we were told that our baby has water on his brain, straight away I
saw through Tonys eyes, he was hurting inside, my heart was hurting too, they referred us to another
hospital which has a specialist unit, to find out what was going on. But our appointment wasn't for
a week! It was torture. When it came to the day of the appointment, they told us they he had severe
ventriculomegaly, and there isn't a known cause for it, its just one of those rare things that
happen. They told us that if we were to carry on, and managed to go full term, then he probably
wouldn't make it past a few minutes, they suggested inducing me,I was 21 weeks! What a decision to
have to make. all the while my heart was breaking, and still does. However eventually we agreed
that they would induce me, and they gave me a pill the day before to make sure he was....'sleeping'
when he was born(i hate using that other word, sleeping is much better) the journey to the hospital
seemed far too quick, i just wanted to go home again, but i knew we had to.
Anthony was born at 17.55 he looked so peacful, we both held him for hours, we wanted to hold him
forever and take him home but we knew it wasnt possible.
I kept on making sure he was wrapped in his blanket properly because he felt cold. But then i would
realise he doesnt know anyway.
Leaving the hospital without him was the most painful thing we have ever had to do, I could feel a
pull, like he was caling me back.
It still breaks our hearts, we miss him so much everyday.
His funeral was so hard too, we helped eachother stay strong. His ashes still stay in my bedroom,
and will always stay with us, and his photo and hand-foot prints will always stay under my pillow,
where I can look after him. In some way.
We love you so much Anthony.
Sweet dreams angel xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Love Mummy and Daddy
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
So sorry
So sorry for the loss of little Anthony. I can really relate to how you felt leaving him behind, I also felt the same when i had to leave my Christopher behind, it was the strangest feeling and I could feel the pull back like he was calling me.
Thirty years on I remember that pull like it was yesterday.The pain is easier now but still there along with the love.
I hope your pain eases and Anthony is close to you forever. xx
eternal Love
Although you cannot see him
And sometimes feel so far apart
Know he's always with you
As you hold him in your heart.
Take comfort in the knowledge
That your beloved son is above
Sleeping with the angels
In the embrace of eternal love.
XXXxxxXXX
In your home there are photo's
of a face more precious than gold
and to those who love and lost you
your memory will never grow old
Everyday they look at your photo's
at your face so loving and true
no wonder their hearts are breaking
losing someone as precious as you
But each day you walk beside them
and when their life is through
I pray that god will take their hand
and lead them straight to you
When you feel you miss me most,
As years go driftin by,
Each memory will prove to you,
That love can never die,
That while I left you far too soon,
I did not go alone,
For the father sent his angels,
To gently take me home,
Take comfort when you think of me,
Hold my love deep within your heart,
And with the warmth of every memory,
We will never be apart.
xxx
SLEEP TIGHT LITTLE MAN LOOK DOWN ON YOUR FAMILY AND KEEP THEM STRONG
WHEN YOU WISH ON A STAR
THINK OF ANTHONY,
HE AIN'T GONE FAR
HE'S THE ONE WHOM SHINES SO BRIGHT
SO LOOK FOR HIM IN THE SKY TO NITE
Tiny Little Halo
Tiny little fingers,
Tiny little toes,
Tiny rosebud lips of pink,a miracle I know,
I could not wait to see you and hold you close to me,
But found instead,that some things are never meant to be,
Tiny little Halo,above your tiny heaed,
I know that God has chosen you, to be with him instead
Just to say so sorry for the loss of your beautiful son.. I lost my daughter Kate last year and I do understand the pain.. Keep strong for each other, my thoughts are with you both.Love, Leigh Blacoe xxx
Anthony, we miss you so much, We both still take turns with sleeping with your photo and hand and foot prints under our pillow.
Its 3 years today since we lost you, and it still hurts thinking about that day, never being able to hold you again.
We love you more than words could say.
Love Mummy and Daddy
xxxxxxxxx
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